Within these piles are resting multiple books that are open—marking the page I put them down at, fully intending to continue, thank you. But then A Thing occurred and somehow I lost my way, and then when I managed to return to reading again, got sidetracked by something else. I fully intend to come back to them. I really do. But these mid-read books have sat there for weeks, some of them months, some of them are even holding up my TBW (to-be-watched) list, as I refuse to watch The Handmaid’s Tale without reading it in full first. It has been so long since I read the first third I will probably do best to start over completely at this point. And so the issue compounds itself. It gets worse, too. A couple of the books sitting in this awful multiplying pile are on loan from friends. Or at least, former friends. Because they have literally sat in this pile for months. I did warn them. They insisted. They didn’t believe me. I have tried to break past this. In fact just a couple weeks ago, I picked up a title from the top of the stack, read a few pages, thought it was lovely…and then got obsessed with something else entirely. So how the hell did this happen? I know all us book lovers tend to have extensive lists of books to read, but this is different from my normal TBR. Truth is, I overdid it last year quite severely. I VERY BADLY OVERCOMMITTED. And then on top of that, some very serious wild card events happened that I never cold have foreseen. My brain eventually gave out on me (as did my body). I lost my ability to focus on a book, and it hurt. I’m still battling some of the side effects. What I did not lose was my eagerness to read as a concept—in the future tense—all the books. And so they accumulated. I don’t know if anyone has noticed, but the amount of time it takes to become excited about a new book is much shorter than the amount of time it takes to actually read a book. Thus, over a full year, the accumulation has become a serious problem. I don’t know what to do about it. So I end up doing…nothing. I read what I am on, until something else happens. Over the summer, I stagnated in the midst of at least four books, while flying through new, non-TBR audiobooks, and then dub myself in a hole by committing to reading several more in a series in preparation for an author interview. So the issue compounded yet again. My best solution so far is to ignore it. So ignore it I do. I go about my business, picking up new books with Audible credits, at the National Book Festival signings, at indie book stores I explore in distant cities, and I ignore the continually growing pile next to my bed, which will likely someday collapse on top of my in my sleep and I will die literally drowned in my own book accumulation. I’ve come to terms with it, and I’ve decided I’m okay with it. As far as I can tell it is the only way this madness will ever end. Want to accelerate your madness? Book Riot has our very own book recommendation service, TBR: Tailored Book Recommendations. Think StitchFix, but for books.
